Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in tammy_b's LiveJournal:

Friday, February 18th, 2005
12:06 am	sometimes i wonder Well... ok, so yesterday Kevin borrowed my car and didn't give it back forever, the day before Danielle told Mallory that she was going to commit suicide, and then Mallory told me and I talked to DAnielle and then Danielle told me herself, and then yesterday Danielle gave me a good-bye note, and I didn't know what to do, and then Mitch told me to take it to the guidance councellor, and then i was gunna go see mitch, but when I called him back he wasn't home, cuz he left somewhere with karyn, but he told me that he would call when he got home, which he didnt, and then he didnt come home AGAIN tonight and didn't call me when i was having another like worst night of my life moment. Ya guess who got fired from New Orleans... oh it was me, forsure, FUCK i thought i was screwed and i wanted to be alone, and no one would leave me alone, and ya. and then ya i dunno i feel better now, i just NEED to find another job, thats all. and ya, i dont know sometimes its like i would do anything for stupid mitch, but he never cares. but i dunno its a sore subject, dont wanna think about it anymore. sometimes i get sick of my life, today is that day. Anyways im bouncing DOGGY! L8ER! Tambam Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
10:25 pm	Hmmm... I have some big news, bank finally came thru and im holding the keys to a brand new chevrollet... have u been outside? sure is a nice night, how bout a little testdrive down by the lake, theres a place i know about where the dirt road runs out... ha ha ha LOVE that song, anyways, i read my horoscope today and it says that i will find love in June, so maybe that means that karyn really is leaving in June, hehehe and then ... u never know. ha ha ha Wow i am extremely tired and have to go get a new tire tomorrow. I swear to god if i find out that Jen is responsible for my flat tire i am going to shoot her! Oh dear... Im sex deprived. ha ha ha just kidding y'all! hmmmm hnmmmmm hmmmm i am going to bed now, nite nite self,... 10:30... wallow in self-pitty. ha ha ha Hello, hello, I'm going to speak really quietly so that by the time my voice reverberates off the walls and gets back to me, i wont hear it " your an idiot" ha ha ha Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Friday, January 7th, 2005
12:19 am	Im tired... I wish things would be like they were before. I miss having the friends I have before, theres a few things that I dont miss at all, and i really enjoy the friends I have right now, but I enjoyed spending time at kendalls and the days that I spent at Mitch's in the summer... I dunno i just miss it today for some reason, I think maybe cuz its the day i broke up with kendall... cept for last year. I can't believe I've been single for a year. I really wish i had a boyfriend, having friends that care about you is so different from having a boyfriend. It's no fun. I decided I have to stop living in the past and be happy with what i have, but its hard, i have to see couple's everywhere and no one likes me and im in a rotten mood and i really want a boyfriend! Gr... Current Mood: annoyed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
1:31 am	i think too much Wow... I haven't talked to Mitch since Dec 31 and today was the 4th, its the 5th now, but i didn't talk to him until 11:30 and now he's mad at me. and I feel like crap cuz i hate being in fights with him, cuz GR it makes me mad. I wish I didn't have feelings for him, and i wish it didn't feel like i was being stabbed in the back by my bestfriend. But on the other hand i did have a lot of fun playing mario at chris's with him and Jen today. after boosting his car... ha ha ha second time i did that for him. Sometimes i think i am too generous... or however it's spelled... I cant wait for my car to sound sick. And i do treat my car good. I just need to learn how to take really good care of it.. and ya I need to make some me time because I am super stressed out lately... gotta stop with the working so much. anyways i should probably go to bed because I get to go back to school tomorrow. Oh so much fun... night night. BOUNCE Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
9:49 pm	its My birthday Sometimes i wonder what I am waiting for? Am i really waiting for Karyn and Mitch to break up and hope he still has feelings for me like he did before? Or am I truely satisfied with being nothing more then bestfriends, Well maybe he doesnt even consider me his bestfriend anymore, but I would have to say he's mine, or the closest thing I have to it. Not saying that Jens not one of my bestfriends either, but I am closer to him anyways time is a killer, Ill write later. Bye Current Mood: mellow (Comment on this)